Erik Taylor, you are the sleaziest 50 year old I know! I can't believe the crap that comes out of your mouth. You REALLY need to stop lying. It's pathetic. I mean, really, have you NO self respect? NO integrity?
Do you plan on living the rest of your life being an asshole, always taking more than you give, creating more misery than happiness? Generally spreading negativity? I know you've managed to do that for 50 years but you might want to consider a change. After all, you're such an UNHAPPY asshole. What a way to waste your life, but that's the choice you've made. You have total control over how much of an asshole you are. And you are a big asshole most of the time.
But hey, you just keep on living your life the same way. Don't change a thing and keep bitching about all the bad situations you find yourself in. Never take responsibility for creating them. Always blame someone else. In the end, it's your life. And it will be your MISERABLE life.
You might want to be a lot more careful who you try to use and abuse. You're not very good at judging who you can use and abuse. You just may pick on the wrong person and they will teach you a lesson you won't like.
Why don't you just go ahead and die? You're obviously trying to kill yourself (slowly) with the amount & variety of drugs you use and the alcohol you combine it with. You might as well die, you stupid, miserable asshole. You're already dead inside. That's right, Erik. You're not even close to being able to have a normal, healthy life. You have unhealthy drama filled relationships because of how YOU are. You're mentally sick- and you're physically and mentally abusive. Yep- you're a big old asshole. You're not fun to be around. You are a miserable jerk- congrats on being the best you can be at what you are. You must be so proud of being such an asshole.
